Decide ur decision

Everyone has come across a predicament or some sort. feeling of two minds or two hearts. feeling of confusion. having to make decision is always difficult. having to decide to one of the decision is worst.

why is it that everyone have to make decision? why is it that after making decision, we will regret? isnt life cruel to make everyone decide on wat to do? as it is, life is already cruel as nothing is fair in this world. why has it come to another stage of cruelity, adding burden to life itself?

guess, its how life works. just adding cruelity and thus, making everyone onthe move. i really wonder if there is anyone who doesnt have any prob...

i really feel that its difficult having to choose. afraid to make the wrong decision. wat if the decision that i'd made, is not the right one?

well, watever it is, God is there to guide us. i was driving just now and come across a song by Aman Shah (huh? who? its an old singer lah - maybe not ur time). its all bout decision. to make it happen or not. part of the lyrics goes something like this...

" di makan aku mabuk

di buang rasa sayang

di minum bagai racun

di simpan ku tak senang

di tinggalkan ku takut

nanti di ambil orang... "

if ever that i m in that position, i think i rather walk away from everything and just - die! wat would life be, if both decision that i make will just hurt me in one way or another? its all about the unknown future that make us think. the "wat ifs" in life has never fail to mesmerize me. if ever that i were to die or i died in having to choose on those decision, then my unrest soul would wonder aimlessly.

pls.... pls dun make me decide....