Been a real mess up with people around me. Been having this uncontrollably confusion state of mind. I dunno if its a season just because of the weather, but this messy mixed feelings of people around me just get me into toll.

I also am tired emotionally and physically seeing the mixed feeling of anger, love, confusion, hatred and many more that I myself and getting into the picture.

I know that I should be concentrating on one thing but

if only everyone can see how transparent it is that I m having this big

burden on my two shoulders.

I've always potray this smiley face but deep inside who knows?

Watever it is, I just wanna get out of this turmoil. I'm fighting against myself and it really hurts so bad....

Nevertheless, its just a feelings that I think no one can ever hide. Ever got such feelings?

Its normal for everyone to have this feeling taht they wanna break free from
everything. If u must know, this feelings could never ever be achieve if u do not have the

determination to just make everyday a "pay day".

I come across this lovely song.

Maybe it might help. It does help me to soothe down my nasty backache.

Try to see if it helps to cure ur heartache....

Click the "Play" button to listen to the song ------>

I'd Rather

i thought sometime alone

was what we really needed

you said this time would hurt more than it helps

but I couldn't see thatI thought it was the end

of a beautiful story

and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)

and I tried to find out if this one thing is true

that I'm nothing without you

I know better now

and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you,

than good times with someone else

I'd rather be beside you in a storm,

than safe and warm by myself

I'd rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone

and thought she could replace you

we got a long just fine

we wasted time because she was not you

we had a lot of fun

though we knew we were faking

love was not impressed with our connection

they were all lies,

all liess

I'm here cause I found this one thing is true

that I'm nothing without you

I know better now

and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you,

than good times with someone else

I'd rather be beside you in a storm,

than safe and warm by myself

I'd rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me,

like I've done you,

I can only prove the things I say with time,

please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with(please be mine) you,

than good times with someone else(I know)

I'd rather be beside you in a storm(anytime)

,than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby)

I'd rather have hard times to gether

,than to have it easy apart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you(surely),

than good times with someone else(surely)

I'd rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah),

than safe and warm by myself(all by myself)

I'd rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart(you know it)

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

whoooo.....who holds my heart