Cradle

This song is wifey's favourite. Manage to get hold of it and tot of sharing it with you. its a romantic song and i grew to like it. dun look at the videoclip. just listen. the gerls singing this song doesnt give me much impression, other then 'miang'...

Cradle

I will rock you like a baby, I will cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger, shelter you from harm
There will never be another lover, who treats you like I do
We can drift into forever, on a love thats made for two

Don't you ever say this loves not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby

I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live, one day without your love

I will kiss you like an angel, baby, cradled in my wings
I will take you up to heaven, show you precious things
If you promise that you love me, if you promise that you care
I will be here for you always, and forever this I swear

Don't you ever say this loves not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby

I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live, one day without your love

Though you say you want a love, but you dont think you believe it
Just open up your heart, and you know you will recieve it, oh baby

Baby

Don't you ever say this loves not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby

I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live, one day without your love

I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin', oh baby

Decide ur decision

Everyone has come across a predicament or some sort. feeling of two minds or two hearts. feeling of confusion. having to make decision is always difficult. having to decide to one of the decision is worst.

why is it that everyone have to make decision? why is it that after making decision, we will regret? isnt life cruel to make everyone decide on wat to do? as it is, life is already cruel as nothing is fair in this world. why has it come to another stage of cruelity, adding burden to life itself?

guess, its how life works. just adding cruelity and thus, making everyone onthe move. i really wonder if there is anyone who doesnt have any prob...

i really feel that its difficult having to choose. afraid to make the wrong decision. wat if the decision that i'd made, is not the right one?

well, watever it is, God is there to guide us. i was driving just now and come across a song by Aman Shah (huh? who? its an old singer lah - maybe not ur time). its all bout decision. to make it happen or not. part of the lyrics goes something like this...

" di makan aku mabuk

di buang rasa sayang

di minum bagai racun

di simpan ku tak senang

di tinggalkan ku takut

nanti di ambil orang... "

if ever that i m in that position, i think i rather walk away from everything and just - die! wat would life be, if both decision that i make will just hurt me in one way or another? its all about the unknown future that make us think. the "wat ifs" in life has never fail to mesmerize me. if ever that i were to die or i died in having to choose on those decision, then my unrest soul would wonder aimlessly.

pls.... pls dun make me decide....

First Love

My oh my..... Been loving this song since before the year 2000 but unable to get the song lyric nor the song, itself. Was just passing by u-tube and tadddaaaa! the song is just there infront of my yes. I d/loaded it for ur pleasure too. It's a theme song for a Japanese TV serial bout forbidden love between a school teacher in her 20's and a rebellious male student in his teens.

In every episode, there are always hurdles that try to stop them from going further into the relationship. but, as their love for each other is strong, they manage to get thru it. As it is, in a marriage for the Japanese, if the wife is older is already a taboo, wat more, now, its love between a teacher and her student.

U guys got to watch it if u can. Lucky for me, I already got the whole set of the drama series from the CD store. Grab yours. it's in Japanese, but u can find the translated dialog in the net. Plenty of it....

Here's the Lyric of the song and the translated verson, MTV, plus, the URL too.... :)

Click Here!

********* FirstLove~utada Hikaru **********


Saigou no KISU wa

TABAKO no flavor ga shita

NIGAkute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

Anata wa doko ni iru n darou

Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love

Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo

I’ll remember to love

You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Atarashi uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga

Ugokidasou to shiteru

Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

Watashi wa kitto naiteru

Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart

Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara

I hope that I have a place in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love

Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo

I’ll remember to love

You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Now & forever...

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Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And i dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you

Once more

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one in my life

So true, I believe i can never find

Somebody like you my first love

Once in awhile

Your are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

And how I want here to be with you

Once more

yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one

In my heart

So true, I believe I could never find

Somebody like you

My first love

oh oh

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true,

I believe I could never find

Now and forever

Just sharing with you guys of our pix to our weekend getaway.

This is the most recent pic of my daughter. the one and only other woman that brings joy and passion to life. Wonder if she will grow up to be like me..... hmmm....

Peeps...

am changing my blogskin, but my daughter is calling for me... will update it as soon as possible. so many things to change and add....

Dedicated for Anonymous2

Hmmm....

Sorry peeps, but it seems that there is someone who has really been a pest and started to eat on my blog. First and foremost, the person was not welcome and least invited.

Secondly, after eating my blog, the peron shi#s in it! Disgusting people are all around you.

Enuff said to that brat. Anyway, I m on my way to change me skins.... got lots of idea but dunno how to start... LOL!

DoubtingTheTrust...

What are some characteristics of trust?

The ability to let others know your feelings, emotions and reactions, and having the confidence in them to respect you and to not take advantage of you.
Being able to share feelings and thoughts with others with the belief that they will not spread them indiscriminately.

• Having confidence in others abilities to be supportive and reinforcing of you despite your weaknesses.
  
• The ability to make mistakes and still be supported.
  
• The internal sense of acceptance you have of others with whom you are able to share private information.
  
• The sense of well being in the presence of the other person, that nothing can disrupt the bond between you and the other.
  
• The ability to let others into your life so that you and they can create a relationship built on an understanding of mutual respect, caring, and concern to assist one another in growing and working together independently.
  

When we trust someone, either personally or professionally, we are willing to enter into a relationship with them. When trust is present we are willing to conduct ourselves differently, engage in a wider range of actions, and be more open to a variety of experiences. The degree to which we trust someone has a major bearing on the type and relationship we will form with him or her. Each of us knows many people. But our trusting relationships are typically limited to a much smaller group of individuals. We exist within a network of relationships, and the quality of these relationships determines the sense of satisfaction, achievement, enjoyment and fulfillment we give ourselves.

We learn through our experiences in both positive and negative relationships. Positive relationships provide much of the quality life offers. Much of our discontent comes from not having the relationships that are important to us. Because of past trust experiences some people find it more difficult than others to develop trusting relationships. Trust allows relationships to develop and flourish. If trust erodes, the relationship deteriorates. Doubts around trust can color our thinking about the other person, which has a negative impact on the relationship.

Some people have greater difficulty forming trusting relationships. Some reasons may include:

• Experiencing a high degree of mental, physical or emotional abuse.
  
• Having many incidences of being put down for who they are or what they believe.
  
• Having been hurt in the past and unwilling to risk being hurt again.
  
• Experienced the loss of a loved one through death. The individual gets so caught up in unresolved grief that they are unable to open themselves up to others, fearing they will be left alone again.
  
• Having lived in an environment that was emotionally and/or physically unpredictable and volatile.
  
• Experienced a great deal of pain at the hands of another.
  
• Having low self-esteem and not believing that they are deserving of the attention, care, and concern of anyone.

It is not uncommon for a person to lose hope when things are not going well in their life. When faced with difficulties and problems we feel fearful and helpless, we become over-whelmed, and it doesn't take long for a sense of hopelessness to set in. Focusing on our own real or perceived limitations and inability to change the condition of our life results in feeling stuck and paralyzed. Fear makes us lose hope, which then leads to a loss of confidence.

Generally, our fears create doubts in our mind about our ability to handle that particular situation, and so we start feeling helpless... the problem seems too big for us to cope with. Since fears lead to doubts, we doubt everything and everyone. These fears and doubts eat at us. Fears and doubts are progressive in nature... if unchecked they keep getting from bad to worse. This combination of negative thoughts and feelings build on each other and take us spiraling down. At this point we cannot trust ourselves or anyone else.

Fears --> Doubts --> Loss of Trust/Faith --> Loss of Hope

Hopelessness is one of the criteria for diagnosing Depression. When hopelessness sets in a person does not know which way to turn, what to do and how to get out of it. Nothing, absolutely nothing seems to help alleviate this feeling.
Something has to shift within us to make us feel hopeful again. Something that is buried so deep that we don't have access to it, or lose our hold on it.

Having said that, I believe that all of us has doubt on the person taht we trust. However, the degree of doubts that we had must be controlled in order to make the relationship work. To certain extend, at times, you got to believe in your other half to what he is doing. If your other half loves you much, he/she will know that the trust that he earned are precious and so, are you...

whereRyou?

this is a story that happen to someone but i guess this story is just as good when i relate it...

" there is this person that i always email. we email to each other almost everyday. when i reach home, i will email him everything taht happened to me that day. though distant set us apart, we know what happen to each other better than our best frens does.

this has been going on secretly, without anyone's knowledge for the past few years. u know, the feeling of closenest between us has bloom to a perfect circle.

one day, he told me that he needs to go back home to meet his mum and thus, he would not be emailing me for few days. i disticntly remember that it was nearing to the hari raya...

came the day that i've been waiting for... day for me to tell him of stories from far days. stories that i m sure will thrill him. stories that we can keep up with conversation thru mails.... stories.... stories.... stories....

hmmm... he's late on replying this time....

late again...

late again....

late....

Darn....!

where is he? been a week late. could he been kidnapped or was he busy with his exams? knowing that he is into law, maybe he needs to concentrate on his bar exam.

weeks past....

months.....

months.....

months....

no reply to his email... still kept his last email... wait for me to return, need to tell u wat happened back home in kampung. promise to send u the pictures.... promise to wait ok? i'll email lesser though, cos exams coming....

last word.... "coming"....

but his email doesnt come for months...

clink on ....

email rebounce...? wat happen?

now, its been bout 2 yrs that i last heard from him. random email attempts, all failed. maybe he has closed the account during exams and now, he should be a reknown lawyer or at least apprentice.

hmmm... <> lets just try and find his name in the internet. who knows, he might have a web page for his practice. heheheh! i wanna shock him and call him this time instead. he must have been making monies and forget bout me. how could he..... heheheh!

Search : Yusnizam Yem
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Utusan Malaysia Online - Home News Utusan Online - The Malaysian top news provider in English ... victim as Yusnizam Yem, 22, of Jalan ... Yusnizam, a Universiti Malaya (UM) student, suffered ...utusan.com.my/utusan/content.asp?y=2003&...&sec=Home_News&pg=hn_08.htm - 24k - Cached - More pages from this site
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Undergrad killed in crash caused by "road-crossing" cows

KUALA TERENGGANU Dec 1 - An undergraduate was killed when the car he was travelling in hit a tree after the vehicle tried to evade several cows which suddenly crossed the road at Km 129, Jalan Kuala Terengganu-Kemaman, Kampung Meraga Beris, Kijal in Kemaman Sunday.

State Traffic Police Chief ASP Abdul Hamid Che Ahmad identified the victim as Yusnizam Yem, 22, of Jalan Cempaka 15, Kuala Ibai here. Yusnizam, a Universiti Malaya (UM) student, suffered severe head injuries and died while being sent to Kijal health clinic, said Abdul Hamid when contacted here Monday.

Yusnizam's sister, Nor Syareena, 20, was admitted to Kuala Terengganu Hospital (HKT) while another sibling, Yusniza, 24, who drove the car, suffered light cuts. Abdul Hamid said the accident occurred at about 7.10 am when the three siblings were about to return to Kuala Lumpur after spending Hari Raya in Kuala Ibai.

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WhoisThis?

There are 2 different types of people who blogged. There is one type who likes to flaunt their writings only to their close ones. There are those who only flaunt their writings to public and thus, not making it known to their loved ones.
Recently, I came across someone who approached me and asked why I failed to update my blog as frequently as I use too.

Its really feel awkward when a stanger approached you and acted like she had known me for ages. Even funnier when she discuss bout wat i had written in my blog and started asking questions pertaining to it. I felt so uncomfortable when she began to tell me wat she felt and for reasons like that.

What she should do is, for her to approached and tell me thst she had read my blog and that she is a fren of who's who. At least, I can link her to someone and I dun feel that my privacy has been outraged! Well, at least that give me time to adjust my tot for her.

Oh, and one thing, pls tag me, so I know who I will meet next time...

*wink

4. Envy

Envy

This sin is an unacceptable desire to possess what others possess - this can include material objects (like cars) but it can also include character traits, like a positive outlook on life or patience. This is regarded as a sin because, through envying others, we both fail to be happy for them and we fail to actually make the effort to improve ourselves. Thomas Aquinas wrote that envy "...is contrary to charity, whence the soul derives its spiritual life... Charity rejoices in our neighbor's good, while envy grieves over it." Tradition has it that those guilty of Envy will spend their time in Hell sitting in freezing water.

Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.