Rules aren't meant to be broken...

There he is, staring blankly in front of my face. Not knowing what to do. Acting as if he was caught in the act. For few seconds, he did nothing, but just staring. I wanted to touch him, to say hello and just smile, but I know taht he can't see me thru the force-feild.

I really wanted to approach him and introduce myself to him. I swear we have met somewhere before. Its like a time in your life, when u know that you have spoken to the person, but you just do not know how you met. The familiar apparition. The face that wouldnt go away from my mind, but why didnt you smile at me? I am not asking you to say "Hello, how are you?".... all I am asking for is for you to acknowledge that I am there.

Guess, I am asking for too much. Deep in my heart I know that we are not suppose to acknowledge each other. We are bounded by the rules and regulation. Inventer, unknown. We are close and yet, the rules set us far apart.

If only we can bend the rules. Then I can tell you how much I love you and I wanted to hear it from you. There you are, wrongfully restrained, to the crime that you didn't commit. All alone in the dark and slimy cell. Movement resticted. Your room gets smaller everyday. From afar, I observe you discreetly.

I wanted to tell you that I am sorry for putting you in this predicament. I knew that you do not deserve such sentencing. However, its for our own good. I promise you that you will not be under paroled once you are out. I promise you a good life.

My eyes sence your movement. Actively wringgling in your tiny dark hole. Your background and surrounding camouflaging you. You are growing restless with the extra attention. Then, something struck my mind. You sence my presence and gave me that pityful look.

"Let me out! Please help me out of here!"...

Deep in my heart, I can hear you wailing. Asking for freedom to see the world. Then, again, the rules. I can't just let you out and spoil the fun.

With tears dwelling in my eyes, I turned and left. Promise that I'll see you again in three weeks time...

Meanwhile, please take care of yourself and stay alive....