Where's my baby..?

Where Is My Baby?





There she is...

In her school uniform. Its her first day wearing her uniform after being in school for 3 days. Weird huh, sending a kid as young as 8 month old to school?

Really wonder if wifey and me are actually pressurising this little cutie. However, its all about having fun and we really want her to react warmly to strangers. Just wanna get rid of her anxiety towards strangers... and hey, she's improving everytime after school... and the nursery rhymes... all that u've never heard before. Cool place to be in. Even my wife knows how to dance now... right wifey? (*wink)

Favourite Song

Hey! Yeah you... I wanna share this clip with you... My All time favourite...

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(Same Script, Different Cast)

Listen hard, Listen well to the lyrics.....

[Whitney](Deborah)Oh, hey, Deb(Hmm-hmm)Thank you for being woman enough to come

(Whitney, what's this about?)I know he's leaving me for you

(Who said that, who told you?)

That is trueWhat is he telling you?Could it be the same things that he told me?

(He told me that he loved me)

I heard that(He told me I was beautiful)

Uh-huh(How did you know? How did you know?)

Because I played the scene before[Whitney]This is a retake of my lifeI was his star for many nights Now the roles have changed

And you're the leading lady in his life

Lights, camera, now you're on

Just remember you've been warned

Enjoy it now cause it won't last

Same script, different cast

[Deborah](Whitney)What you're saying could be true

But how can I take advice from you?

(I'm not hating) (But I wish the one before me would have warned me too babe)Don't say no more, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

(Uncover your ears, girl)

I'm not listening, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

(But I know you hear me)(Maybe my reasons are wrong)(But I know that you believe me)

[Whitney]This is a retake of my lifeI was his star for many nights

Now the roles have changed And you're the leading lady in his life

Lights, camera, now you're on

Just remember you've been warned

Enjoy it now cause it won't lastSame script, different cast

[Deborah](Whitney)It's your fault you didn't love him enough

(That's the problem, I loved him too much)

(And when you love him he becomes unattracted to you)

Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong

(No, you won't)So go away leave us the hell alone

See, he loves me(He'll hurt you)

He'll stay with me(He'll leave you)

For sure, for sure, oh

[Whitney]This is a retake of my life

I was his star for many nights

Now the roles have changed

Now, now, now, now, now, no, no

Now the roles have changed

Have changed, and I'm the leading lady in his life.

Lights, camera, now you're on

Just remember you've been warned

Enjoy it now, because it won't last

No, same script, different cast

[Deborah]This is a retake of my life

You were his star for many nights

But now the roles have changed

I'm the leading lady in his life

Lights, camera, now you're on

Just remember you've been warned

Enjoy it now, cause this will last

I'm the future, you're his past

[Both]This is a retake of my life

I was his star for many nights

But now the roles have changed

And you're the leading lady in his life

Lights, camera, now you're on

Just remember you've been warned

Enjoy it now

Enjoy this now

It won't lastI know it will last

Same script, different cast, oh

feeling less complicated and constipated...

alas... I am really relieved that all's well, ends well... just feel like saying that. really feel light today i dunno why. maybe its the weather i suppose. been rather unpredictable. but again, i think i shouldnt blame it on the weatherman.

rather feel this way. happy, light and most of all far from worries. who in this world would wanna feel that anyway. that heavy feeling is a no-no for everyone i fret. wat heavy feeling? well, some examples are worries, jealousy, insecurity... hmmm... you know, feelings that ust weigh you down.

really wonder why human beings has this feelings. comparing to animals, i think, we have more than the six senses that we are suppose to have. anyway, the weekend is coming. i hope that everyone will have a good weekend. unlike me, i will be working on both days.... sucks!

Shagged

tired and constipated...

time and again, i was always misunderstood. why is it so difficult to say it on my face and not just keep it rotting in you? nevertheless, I thing maybe its better to be that way, I never mean to act or say things that's hurting, but my message doent go thru well enuff. should i get into a play role course?

it stinks man to be in my position right now. I really do not know wat else to do? am I a bad SIL (some of u may know now who i m addressing this post to)? or am I really insensitive towards your needs? I do have needs and my plans too you know...

am really tired of trying to explain things and in the end, it will still be the same. never had any intention to say any words or do any action that may cause hurt. it always interpreted to be as such. i tried to keep my distance. some people say that i dun respect you when I joke or play around with you. some people say that i must keep a distance and must acknowledge that I am of a lower caste then you. I did all that. in a matter of fact, i did keep my distance if u notice. seldom that i sit and chatted like i use to. seldom now that i joke around like i used too.... now its all done when necessary.

I myself do not wanna potray that I am not respecting you nor must I remind myself to keep all my tots to myself. spent most of the time on the puter or try to preoccupy myself with her. its not easy on my part too... i really am lost and do not know wat else to do. I do have my own tots to do and have always been in there for ages. do not know who to share it with.

Life sucks man... let me just store it in my tots till I die... watever it is, for now, if u think i m in the wrong, i'm sorry...

have u ever played the colour game? the one that goes...

a : " what colour do u want?"

b : "Yellow"

a : "Yellow. Y. E.L.L.O.W.... Yellow."

well, if u cant remember, then you might not have played it. it was wat I use to play when i was in Primay school.... hmmm.. bout 22 donkey years ago...

It was the colour hat u choose from paper folds and determines, wat hide beneath it. But do u know that colour speaks so much about you?

favourite colours are those that actually speaks louder than words. Psychologist thinks that it actually tells a great deal about the person.

Different colours has different wavelength. and like sound waves, it acted the same way. If the colors could speak, they would. Colors are wavelengths; we just can’t hear them. Again, colors do make sound and do have a voice, we just can’t hear them. This is why, our color choices for our home and decor, our cars, and clothing speak volumes about us. We are compatible with the sound waves emanating from our choice the colors that surround us.

here are some basic colours and what it tell you about yourself...

Yellow:
Positive: Caution, brightness, intelligence, joy, organization, Spring time
Negative: Criticism, laziness, or cynicism

Blue:
Positive: Tranquility, love, acceptance, patience, understanding, cooperation, comfort, loyalty and security
Negative: Fear, coldness, passivity and depression

Orange:
Positive: Steadfastness, courage, confidence, friendliness, and cheerfulness, warmth, excitement and energy
Negative: Ignorance, inferiority, sluggishness and superiority

Purple:
Positive: Royalty, sophistication, religion
Negative: Bruised or foreboding

Green:
Positive: Monëy, health, food, nature, hope, growth, freshness, soothing, sharing, and responsiveness
Negative: Envy, greed, constriction, guilt, jealousy and disorder

Black:
Positive: Dramatic, classy, committed, serious
Negative: Evil, death, ignorance, coldness

White:
Positive: Pure, fresh, easy, cleanliness or goodness
Negative: Blind, winter, cold, distant

Nie... At long last, the fever is over!

Just a month ago, everyone has been talking bout the matches and the bets that they placed for their favourite team. some lost and some win. But agian, how many of us heard that the winner is a millionaire. in fact, the winner is still the players and not us.

Think it over carefully. No matter how much we love the game or fall in love with it, we are still watching it. like the MTV or the movie that we watch in cinema. we paid for it, but again, the one who earns the profit are the producers.

Have you ever thought that we are actually being conned to watch movie or soccer? Is it really worth losing money just because it actually has a wide coverage or advertisement or in fact, its the people, by the word of mouth, influence us to watch the game. its not as if we are playing it to enjoy it.

I personally think that people are dupped into liking to watch soccer cos ALL of US are INFLUENCED! Tell me, how can you like something when all you got to do is just watching it? Take for example, fishing. Many of us would stand and watch someone reeling the line to catch the fish at the end of it. It may look interesting, but do you know that in the actual fact, its better to be the one reeling the line? to feel how the fish bite and the struggle to subdue the fish is a 'reel' satisfaction. Not just watching it.

Humans are a being thats easily influenced. We are the type of being that follow the crowd and glide with the wave, not resisting it. To say that Singapore is a part of the World Cup qualifiers, is gonna be a myth for the time being. We are no where close. But again, Singaporeans are supporting another country, just because its World Cup.

When the season is over, we will all be floating again till the next wave pick us up and we will glide on it again.

Come on... face the fact that we are just followers. We are not in any position to influence the game cos, (READ my lips) we are not the PLAYERS. I think, its time for us to wake up now that the show is over... Be on it, otherwise just be the follower like who we are...!

this is my new gf likewat my wifey always tell me. beside my wifey, she is the other person taht is in my life currently. see how cute she is...

Well, like wat my previous post say, you got to be a parent urself to know how a parent would feel. slowly, i began to realize that its not easy to be one. to be a person that ur younger one that can look up to. it may look simple to you. know why? because u never put urself in their shoe. even if u did, u never go deeper then how u feel. the day that i got married, i already begin to feel the burden or should i say responsibility that weighs on me.

hmmm.... hope that my daughter would be reading this and she will know wat i've been tru just to make her smile the next instant that she open her eyes... thats the most heart wrencing moments of a life being a dad....

but then again, its not half that bad when u got to see ur child grow up. learning one thing after another. doing things that you taught them. this are all the things that you would really wanna go thru, cos there wont be any other experience as such in this world.

a chance that every man would really love being thru. dun mention bout the mwaking up in wee hours of the morning. its a taboo to talk bout such things when my baby is sleeping now.

Looks like I should be joining her on the bed. gonna fetch wifey in few hours time... bye peeeps!

Parents....

Its really fun when u got ur connection up and ready for u.... u can do many wonderful things with the intermet. blogging and surfing are just one of the ways that u can connect to each other. but have you ever tot how our folkers keep in contact last time without phones, internet or hp?

i ever cum arross letters from both my parents. its really hillarious. flowery words used that really command respect. after knowing my parents for decades, i never tot that they would ever used such words on each other. but come to think of it, its the wooing period. obviously they have to use such words to gain each other's interest.

see how different we are comparing to our folkers? aren't we all lucky to have all that we need in a touch of a button. at times, i still think taht we are so ungrateful with wat we are given by our parents.

actully, i only cum to realize it when i m married myself. now i know how difficult it is for parent to take care of their children. when ur child is sick, down with a slight fever, u will know that ur extra duty has come. working overtime, but yet, no extra pay. feeding is another thing. u got to keep track of their feeding hour. like adult, they too have feelings and needs that parents need to fulfill.

so, peeps.... treasure ur parents. wat i just mention are just on the surface. every parents would know that these are not the only things that parents went thru. and each of us has our own problems that we wouldnt wanna mention to our young ones. not keeping secrets, but its just best that we keep it for ourselves.... *wink