... and she believes in me ...

I've always been awed by this song since the first time I saw the mtv. It's about a guy that do not care for his wife, his love one. It ends in a tragedy that makes him miss her, cherished what she had done for him and worst of all, he realised that he is crippled without her by his side...

But, isnt it just human to only start realizing that they actually had his/her best, when that someone is no longer by their side? Well, I just wanna cherished those around me. Time is too short to be spending time with all of you. When my time is up, I will go.... If I have not told you that "I love you...", I just want every of my friends, family and esp... wifey, that if I die,... My love will always by your side, no matter how long it takes for me to be together with you again... Cos, I treasure all of you....

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While she lays sleeping

I stay out late at night and play my songs

And sometimes all the nights can be so long

And it's good when I finally make it home

All alone

While she lays dreaming

I touch her face across the silver light

I see her dreams that drift up to the sky

And she wakes up to my kiss

And I say it's alright

And I hold her tight

And she believes in me

I'll never know what just what she sees in me

I told her someday

If she was my girl, I could change the world

With my songs, But I was wrong.

But she has faith in me

And so I go on trying faithfully

Forever in my heart she will remain

And I hope and pray, I will find a way, find a way

While she lays waiting

I ask myself why do I hurt her so

What calls me on along this lonely road

Why don't I turn around and head back home

Where I belong

While she lays crying

For she knows how my heart is ripped in two

I'm torn between the things that I should do

She deserves it all and I'd give it if I could

God, her love is true.

And she believes in me

I'll never know what just what she sees in me

I told her somedayIf she was my girl,

I could change the world

With my songs, But I was wrong.

But she has faith in me

And so I go on trying faithfully

Forever in my heart she will remain

And I hope and pray,

I will find a way, find a way

While she lays sleeping

While she lays sleeping for me

Dangerous Minds

Hey, Peeps... Today is really a blogging day for me i guessed. I did 2 posting and they are not related at all. I spent the day doing my usual husband-at-home stuffs. Then in the evening, I'm itching to watch movie. That's when I asked wifey and invite Zul and Rina ro watch this movie. Well, I'm never a buff of heroic movie. To me, its not my cup of tea to feel touched or moved by the hero's action. But this movie moved me to the max. I mean, not by the action, but the graphic. I especially like the way that they make this machine looks like a gigantic super computer. Though the story line is a bit anti climax at times, I still like the way that they moved it so as to make it flow smoothly. It's an example of indication that computers are going to take over human in the future... Well, here's a synopsis of it....

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The latest innovation in high-tech defense hardware turns out to have a very dangerous mind of its own in this action thriller. Kara Wade (Jessica Biel), Henry Purcell (Jamie Foxx), and Ben Gannon (Josh Lucas) are three highly ranked U.S. Navy pilots who are part of a top-secret project involving the next generation of stealth fighter technology, the Talon Jet. Wade, Purcell, and Gannon are surprised when their commander, Captain George Cummings (Sam Shepard), introduces them to the new member of their team -- "Edi," an "extreme deep invader" developed as part of the "Unmanned Combat Aerial Vehicle" program. Utilizing the latest innovations in artificial intelligence, Edi is a computer-based flight controller that will take over the wingman's position in the team's formation, and while the pilots initially balk, Edi performs admirably in its first mission. However, after Edi is struck by lightning on a return trip, the computer's circuits and software begin to change in unexpected ways, and Edi not only begins to think for itself, it begins to violate direct orders. During a mission investigating the forces of a dangerous Chinese extremist, Edi starts an attack that could launch World War III, and it's up to Wade, Purcell, and Gannon to stop both Edi and its dangerous plan before it's too late.

Singapore People

Well, there are some Singapore People that are not taking things in their stride. some of these Singapore People are also there to just condemn, condemn, and condemn. If you are so good, then, why dun you join the party (politically)?

" Oh, I scared people think that I 'angkat' siao lang..."

Then, why dun you go to the minister-meet-people-session? There, you can give ideas and for the government to assist your way of living...

" Where got time? In Singapore, ah, if we dun work, you will end up eating sand. Good enuff that u dun play with sand anymore. Anyway, elsewhere in the world, time will be there to catch on you. But, here ah, in Singapore,the Singapore people say, ' time means money.' "

That the whole reason why in Singapore, there are a lot of people that lodge themself to Institute of Mental Health (IMH). The last time that I was there, I made a small talk to the attendant. Yes, they admitted that there are people who are fine and get addicted to IMH. They make IMH as their second home or their summer cabin. These ordinary people find it solace to be there in IMH. No life, no hustle and bustle, no handphones ringing, no debt collectors to come knocking on doors and there are thousand and one reason to stay there.

Enuff said. Otherwise I got to shut my blog down....

Anyway, here is a typical Singapore people that should make full use of the Hong Lim Park and give their speech. Its a place where u can have a free speech without getting to hurt anyone or being sued (yeah right!) I mean, not to condemn or not to support, but, if u got the idea, bring it out. Who knows, one day, when someone, somewhere, came up to you and said.....

Smile.... You're on candid camera...!

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Finally, I found my Substitute

www.annegeddes.com

Nobody wants to be the second best. It's either that you take me or just leave me. I refused to be the second person in your life. There's no point that this relationship continues if you insist to see other people, and as for me, you just chuck one corner. You are happy enjoying yourself, and me, you threw in that nasty, dirty and smelly, nook and corners.

I had that difficulty one moment when I have to make a substitute. I dun wanna make it the second best in my life. I would rather have her forever. But circumstances forced me to make a decision that I have to adhere to.

Wifey and me had deicided to have a nappy bag for our first child, loooooong before she got pregnant. It's like a dream when wifey got pregnant and we are talking bout the bag day and night. When to place the order and what to do with it. We always like to think ahead of its time.

You see, wifey likes to surf to sites ( wifey, you sure its not porn site that you went the other day? Hehehe! ). One day, she came across this cutie little bunch of "anak Mat Salleh". As per normal, since we hadn't had any yet, she would surf to the site, to see that cutie pies, sobbing(kidding). Then she came to this site while we were surfing together and saw that darling bag that spells in bold and italic, Nazri & Aidah.

We began to compare and look around for it. Sending emails to Annegeddes, seeking for advice and such, and only to find out that they do not send orders from Singapore. Sh**! How can such big company refuse to send to Singaporeans! I mean, we are one of the top countries in the world. SM Goh was sent to America to sign the trade treaty! Gosh! Have they not heard of us? So, I source for some light, only to remember an Angel was sent to UK last August. Joyce is there in UK.... Wat do I have to worry, right? She'll be more than happy to assist us.

Well, the orders would take about 3 weeks to arrive. Since wifey is still not pregnant yet, we tot of just delaying the process of ordering it. We totally forget about it till recently when wifey felt that there's a weird growth in her. She started the typical headache, nausea and vomitting act to proves that she is pregnant... Hehehehe!

Hmmm.... that was when we checked the site again and found out that they made Singapore a part of their globe! Destination of which the only Asian countries that they sent to. Phew!!! You should see how glad wifey was. Its her dream nappy bag (and mine too) ! Finally, we can place our order straight from the ang moh's mouth! No longer that we are worried, and, it will take another 9 months before wifey is due.... so, tis can wait...

So, last week, we went to the site to place our orders. Bags, jumpers, sun hat and bla, bla, bla.... our e-shopping cart is half full. Its gonna be quite a hefty sum to pay, especially after converting it to SGD$ from the Big Pounder. But, since she/he is our first, we tot, no amount of money could compare.

Then its time to leave the e-shopping centre...

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Taaaaaatttttt! Shucks.....

So, just now, wifey and me, are looking for the substitute. And boy, did we found it. Not one but two.... Well, its a no Annegeddes, but still, I guess, it fits the baby stuffs and best of all, it fits us...!

( Do u think this can be our funky nappy bag? )

How many angels can dance on the head of a pin?

Its such a wonder that many impossible things can happen in this world right now. Many a times that the impossibles are achieved with an extra push. Well, not many of us can see the importance of pushing oneself to the limit.

Me for example. I've never thought that I could stop smoking. Not totally, but trying hard now. With every push of it, I manage to cut down bit by bit. Hmmm... it's one of the most difficult task that I must try to achieve.

I was awed by an incident that struck me in the bolt of the blue. I was really surprised by how a person was drived to his fullest in trying to win over his beau. I guess its not really an effort to make, since his beau are already in love with him. However, its the effort in bringing back the trust that he had let down the drain for times of folly. He is really in the hot water for even thinking of doing it. Then again, its over and done with and he have to see to it that his beau will begin trusting him again. I'm not surprised if he really have a hard time going about it. I'm quoting this incd from a fren's blog anyway....

At another moment, I came across another blog of a person, who was pushed to her extreme. I mean, let's put it this way. I get this from wat she had told me herself. It's from her past beau. Well, she acted in loco parentis and has to punished her ex beau. Not really literally, but by what he did, I guess, he deserve it. All this while, she has been acting cool bout it and yet, he has to provoke her. I really wonder why he is acting this way. There you are, already happy with someone else, but why are u so angry that your ex are now happy with another person and the break up is at your fault in the first palce. U feel sore and it gets red in your eye. You just put a chip on your shoulder, acting tough.

All of this incident really have made an impact on how i see the word "push". Its just not a mere pushing the door at the mall. It like a driving force that keep lifting up an energy within you to make an event successful. Its all in the mind. The race here, is to see, the other, to bite the dust. Draw the line. Put this in your head... this in not dog-eat-dog world.

Try to be crème de la crème a person that you can be. Think far ahead. When you are there in the future, you will remember today, and today, is nothing impossible to achieve. But, you can’t fit a round peg in a square hole, can you?

Friends

Friendship is the kind of love that never can grow old. Warm and cozy it will stay when other things are cold. Friendship is a love so true it won't be denied, because a friend will always be there close by your side. Boyfriends and lovers come and goin this game of life we play, but a true friend, no matter what, in your heart will always stay. So hold these friends dear to you, and never let them go. Think how much they mean to you, and make sure to tell them so.

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Have you ever thought that your friend is your needs answered.

He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving.

And he is your board and your fireside.

For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace.
And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his heart;

For without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires,

all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unclaimed.

When you part from your friend, you grieve not;

For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence,

as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain.And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit.

For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught.
And let your best be for your friend.

If he must know the ebb of your tide,

let him know the flood also.

For what is your friend that you should seek him with hours to kill?

Seek him always with hours to live.

For it is his to fill your need, but not your emptiness.

And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.

For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.

Especially for....

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.... my bestest of fren, almost bro...

[ fz 4470 s]

Well, in the next few days, you will be getting a replacement for the lonely nights and quiet moments. Am sure that she'll be the every reason that will have us go quarelling! I just like to wish you all the best in the future endeavour with her. Since its her that you had chosen, I would just relent to fate. There's no use for me to argue, cos in your eyes, she'll always be the best. Long gone the frenship that we had. The closeness and the care. I do hope taht she will take care of u like how I did and she'll be good to you. Treat her right and I'm sure that she'll be the best that any man could have.

Congratulation, fren!

Hahahaha! Well, I cant say much cos I'm sure that she'll be your heart and soul from now on. Just make sure that wifey, baby and me are not forgotten....

Once again,

Congratulation!!!!

http://www.ambrosiacafesingapore.com

In Greek mythology, ambrosia was a balsamic juice, which served as the "Food of the Gods" and was said to preserve their immortality. Mortals who were permitted to partake of ambrosia were said to receive additional beauty, strength, and swiftness. Through our food, we hope to evoke the azure skies, even bluer Aegean seas, white-gold sand, the vibrant reds, greens, yellow & oranges of the flowers & spices - the paint pallette colours of the Mediterranean. A feast for the senses…Buenisimo!

Well, from wat they had described, it is indeed true. I am not a great fan for Mediterranean food, but I thought of giving it a try.

Wifey and me planned for a nice dinner with her frens to some place where we can chat after dinner and just chill. We were thinking of having it at Rice Table. Well, place is condusive as it is in town. Ambience is there. However, in the last minute, we changed our mind as we're too lazy to bu josttling with other Singaporeans for seat and space in Orchard. Especially, that it's weekend.

So, we change the location to Arab Street. Plan was, dinner, chatting and sisha. Definitely the best palce for Sisha is Arab St. When we arrived there at about 7.45pm, we were amazed at how lively the place is. Its totally different from months ago. The place is vibrant with colours, added by passerby. Giggles from groups of people. Music cooing from every shops. Human traffic is moderate, but constantly moving. Flashes snapped from cameras of visitors. Phew! For once, I thought that we are at the wrong place. Never did I imagine that its gonna be that busy!

We make a slow stroll to every shops that's open, mainly peeping in, to look for a good spot to park our bums on. Suddenly, we came across this one particular cafe. "Ambrosia". A name that I couldnt figure out if it's Mediterranean, or Latin. From it's exterior, I am astonished that such place existed in Singapore. It is so warm and cosy. The ambience just wanna make u feel lazy. You know, one that makes you feel, that you just wanna slouch and sink into the seat, with a pot of tea, whilst music of the Mediterranean and the sea cooed at the background, chatting with love ones and forget all worries... Well, this place has it! They have a place for just that. Romantic ambience with warm dimly lit yellow light massage the tired mind.

Well, the food is ok and price is affordable. All that I can say is that we really love the place. Its like a triad for me and the gangs. Wish that I can call it, a place of my own....

Women... are made of these....

(Afadh - Sorry, but I really have to have this in mine)

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"Why are you crying?", a young boy asked his Mom.

"Because I'm a woman", she told him.

"I don't understand", he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,

And you never will, but that's o.k.".......

Later, the little boy asked his father,

"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".

"All women cry for no reason",

was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,

still wondering whywomen cry.

Finally he put in a call to God

and when God gotback to him, he asked

"God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered......

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"When I made woman, I decided she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight ofthe world,

yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth

and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and

take care of Her family and friends,

even when everyone else gives up,

through sickness And fatigue,

without complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any andall circumstances.

Even when her child has hurt her badly....

She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo

feel better and to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults

andI Fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,

but sometimes tests her strengths and her

resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed.

It is hers to use whenever needed and it is her only weakness....

When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her,

and all shedoes for everyone, and even though she may still cry,

you will have made her heart feel good. She is special!"

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*Wifey : - No wonder you are so special! Thanks for coming into my life and bear all my nonsence. Indeed, God had made you the way you should be....Special!*

Time

I remember the day you said goodbye

Something was calling you,

I could read it in your eyes

You told me that someday we'll meet again

But deep inside I always knew this was the end

I remember those words you claimed

As I stood in the pouring rain

When I'm sure my heart would never be the same

You told me time will always heal the pain

Bring the sun and dry the rain

We need time to solve and think our problems thru

You told me time is always on my side

To turn the season and change the tide

Things work out with time if you want them to

But why can't time make me stop loving you

It wasn't very easy when you left

Every mention of your name would get me so upset

I trapped my problems deep inside,

I acted like I didn't care with hope this would subside

I remember those...
I try to get you off my mind,

I live my life wasting time

Hoping that someday I can say the same

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Time.

Was a moment ago when I discover your presence. Never that I realised that you'll be there is my life so soon. Neither did I realise that you will be there in my life forever.

You announced your arrival like all VIP had theirs. I was amazed by the way you made your entrance in my life. The confusion and excitment had just made me see that in life, there's a cycle.

Time.

Was months of waiting, of knowing and of wondering. You made me feel that I am of great importance when u nudge responding to me. You made me feel great each time I see you. You made me feel terrific just knowing that I will be seeing you and months of waiting is something that I can bear just to be with you.

Time.

Was days of mixed emotion. Tremble, confusion and excitement. I never knew what the future holds. I never knew, how good I can be taking care of you. I never knew if you will be happy with me and I never knew if this are all right.

Time.

Was the next moment when everything just turn out right.

When the look on your face just brighten up my day.

When the mention of your name reeks smile to my lips.

When the thought of holding you just blow my mind apart.

When can...

time

melt my heart,

bring the tears...

When I held you in my arms?

~NR~

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